Wen I had my house, I had a neighbor who had two kids and I loved hanging out with them. I believe you might have meet them back in 08 or 09 when I was bringing them both to SF Conventions. Before that, I use to take my niece and nephews for the weekend and spend time with them. I would take them on vacations, bring them to the Aquarium. All the things I could afford to do, but did not have someone to share it with.

I always will have an empty spot, it is one of the most painful things lupus has taken away from me. It is why I still have my stuff tiger from when I was a baby, and my Barbie Doll collection, and my old View Master and the Potato Head dolls collection.