I give a damn. Not a huge damn, like for someone you know personally, but more than a tiny damn, like for someone you barely know. A medium-sized damn, let's call it.
I was just having a bad day, I guess. Things are better now.
It's funny...I'm the only person I know who isn't clinically depressed, or otherwise mentally fucked up. So when I have the occassional bad day, I get all confused.
You might be coming down with something. I saw a bit on the virtues of eating fish or taking fish oil supplements and one thing that stood out was that depression may relate to inflammation. Fish is good for inflammation. More the thing is that if you're feeling hot and feeling depressed you may have something of a fever.
Beyond that, hey, a whole bunch of us care. We're just not very good at showing it. These are not the best of times.
Actually, I've been fighting this damned cold for THREE WEEKS NOW. Which is very tiring. I wake up every morning coughing up thick green slime...oops. Too much information?
You know, part of the reason I've been feeling a bit down is because I MISS EVERYBODY! I haven't had a chance to hang out with you guys, much less do some roleplaying (or even a barbecue!) in, what, a year? Maybe more. And I've made a major improvement in my barbecueing techniques lately.
It's just plain old loneliness. I lived with that for eighteen years - from the middle of 2nd grade until my first year of college - and I never thought I'd have to go back to that state. It sucks. ENORMOUSLY.
Maybe it's something to do with getting older. It seems that every time I get sick, now, it follows the same bizzare pattern: it migrates all the hell over my body. One day there are fevers. Then coughing and lung congestion. Then fevers and chills. Next some stomach problems. Or joint aches.
Nothing's localized any more.
You know, I really need to find a way to get up to the city and hang out with people.
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But it's better than no damn at all.
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I was just having a bad day, I guess. Things are better now.
It's funny...I'm the only person I know who isn't clinically depressed, or otherwise mentally fucked up. So when I have the occassional bad day, I get all confused.
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Beyond that, hey, a whole bunch of us care. We're just not very good at showing it. These are not the best of times.
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You know, part of the reason I've been feeling a bit down is because I MISS EVERYBODY! I haven't had a chance to hang out with you guys, much less do some roleplaying (or even a barbecue!) in, what, a year? Maybe more. And I've made a major improvement in my barbecueing techniques lately.
It's just plain old loneliness. I lived with that for eighteen years - from the middle of 2nd grade until my first year of college - and I never thought I'd have to go back to that state. It sucks. ENORMOUSLY.
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Sorry you're feeling isolated, I know what that is like. No easy solutions to offer on that front.
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Nothing's localized any more.
You know, I really need to find a way to get up to the city and hang out with people.