I guess right now it's personal stuff...and nothing in particular. The job thing is going much more slowly than I would like, but there's been at least some indication of progress.
Of course we're desperate for money - ten minutes ago Teri called and told me that our Nissan needs a new head gasket, $500 which we simply don't have - but I'm used to that.
No, it's just a feeling of personal dissatisfaction; mostly generalized, although there may be stuff mixed in that I'm not comfortable talking about here, or anywhere.
Fundamentally dissatified? Goodness, pretty much all the time. I've wished for a reset or return to a "saved game" to try and do stuff over, but I can't honestly say that I realy could have done better. Which is perhaps the most depressing thing; to realize that at base one probably couldn't have done better. Well, that and realizing that for all the failures on the Grand Cosmic Scale (or at least compared to most people living or who have lived) one isn't really doing that bad.
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Of course we're desperate for money - ten minutes ago Teri called and told me that our Nissan needs a new head gasket, $500 which we simply don't have - but I'm used to that.
No, it's just a feeling of personal dissatisfaction; mostly generalized, although there may be stuff mixed in that I'm not comfortable talking about here, or anywhere.
I'm not happy.
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