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Why
I just...I know this is ridiculous, that's there's no meaning behind this, but I just want to know why this keeps happening.
Ten months ago our furnace died and our car suddenly developed an $800 problem. Now this. I've been living without any goddamned luxuries for years, and I'm used to it (and by luxuries I mean things like coffee, CDs, DVDs, and books). Hell, I don't even CARE any more - I no longer remember what it was like to be able to buy a DVD on impulse, or actually at all without using a gift card that someone gave me. But that means I have nothing left to give up - every remaining thing I've got (like this LiveJournal account), all of that together would only add up to less than $150.
Per year.
Total.
We were five months away from paying off the goddamned car and finally, maybe, getting some breathing room. This just killed any hope of that. I can't tell you how tired I am of this shit hammering us, over and over and over and over.
And now I'm fucking whining about it here. There's no point.
Ten months ago our furnace died and our car suddenly developed an $800 problem. Now this. I've been living without any goddamned luxuries for years, and I'm used to it (and by luxuries I mean things like coffee, CDs, DVDs, and books). Hell, I don't even CARE any more - I no longer remember what it was like to be able to buy a DVD on impulse, or actually at all without using a gift card that someone gave me. But that means I have nothing left to give up - every remaining thing I've got (like this LiveJournal account), all of that together would only add up to less than $150.
Per year.
Total.
We were five months away from paying off the goddamned car and finally, maybe, getting some breathing room. This just killed any hope of that. I can't tell you how tired I am of this shit hammering us, over and over and over and over.
And now I'm fucking whining about it here. There's no point.