Perhaps you need to approach things from a different direction? Maybe finding something in the journals of others to reply to rather then starting something directly yourself?
Unfortunately right now the journals of others are...not easy to cope with. Reading some of them, my mind goes black and I find myself filled with anger. Not a good situation.
This isn't all due to missing Arisia, of course; that was merely the straw that broke the camel's back, although a pretty damned big straw. Argh. I feel totally incoherent, which is really, really strange for me. And I'm pretty pissed off. Again, not really normal for me in the real world, although I do tend to sound angry when writing sometimes.
Sorry, I'm babbling. I think partly the problem is that I'm TOTALLY FUCKING DESPERATE for sleep. If I don't get some soon, I think I'm going to die.
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This isn't all due to missing Arisia, of course; that was merely the straw that broke the camel's back, although a pretty damned big straw. Argh. I feel totally incoherent, which is really, really strange for me. And I'm pretty pissed off. Again, not really normal for me in the real world, although I do tend to sound angry when writing sometimes.
Sorry, I'm babbling. I think partly the problem is that I'm TOTALLY FUCKING DESPERATE for sleep. If I don't get some soon, I think I'm going to die.
Not really, though.
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I hope to see more good stuff soon.
Try not to be too hard on yourself. When you were doing the web page updates you only did them once a month.